You may be heartbroken, but you’re not broken-broken. You don’t need to be fixed or changed. You just want touch. Love. Recognition. To be fully met, right here, where you are.
Trying to meet people is an exhausting, high-risk experiment every time. You can never be sure you’ll get positive results. Being misunderstood and unrecognized sucks!!
But you’re not about to let some stranger analyze you or your dreams. You’re too smart for anyone’s advice. And blaming your parents, or the position of the planets or whatever, is just not your style.
Anyway, probably nothing’s wrong. That’s just a suspicion that creeps over you some of the time. Other times you’re convinced that your heart is perfectly rational. Complex, but rational.
I think you’re onto something there!!!